Neglect

To neglect an oevure into life. ‘When did you begin?’ – ‘I can’t remember’. To write as though it didn’t matter. ‘It means nothing to me’. ‘I’m not trying to say anything’. ‘I don’t know what I’m doing, I’m not interested in it’. Or to begin to write only at that point, after a life time, when it began no longer to matter. ‘Only now, when it means nothing to me, can I begin to write’.